Dear Summer Boy

God I have so much to say to you.

I can't justify not dating other people at this point. We aren't together for christsakes. We've been hooking up since August and you know how I feel so if you wanted a relationship you'd think you would have just gone for it already. But from September until now when we were away at school you still talked to me a few times a week. I know you didn't do that with anyone else, and I know that you didn't see anyone else. Why did you even do that? God you just confuse me.

It was nice seeing you. I can't deny that. I light up when you're around. But I can't just stay on your hook forever. I mean Jenna keeps trying to set me up with Connor and he's a great guy, I mean do you expect me to just keep turning him down for no reason? I just can't handle this anymore. You and me. I can't just keep hooking up and pretending that I'm not in love with you and just acting like buds around town.

Just tell me what you want from me, please.
- Butterfly girl